I'm tired of pleasing other people. I've been doing it my whole life, making sacrifices because someone would prefer I'd do something else. Well, I need to stop. I need to start doing things for myself. I missed the political science department reception today because of ACB. While it's important for me to be in my ensemble's rehearsal, I also know that for what I want to do, knowing the political science faculty will be more beneficial than me sitting through the entirety of one rehearsal with a bunch of pieces I've played before.

I'm tired of people telling me what I should be doing. It's my life, stay out of it! You may be important to me, but being belittled because I'm not doing what you think I should be doing is driving me crazy. You're not better than me, you're just doing different things with your life than I am with mine.

I guess maybe I'm just getting into one of my "I don't want to be around people" moods again, but every little thing people do is just getting to me. BAHHHHHHHHH!!!!